Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Dear Lord
Thankyou for all you are doing, all that I cant see as well as all the enormus little things you have givven me. Today the show with the flock of birds in frount of us, was the highlight of my day, the sound of the kids squeeling and laughfing at how cool it was was almost as awesome as the thing itself.....Your so cool. Thankyou. I knew you were going to do this....you said to write and already i feel better. Thankyou. PLease dont ever let me go. even if i dont listen to you, pleased dont ever let me go. I Love you Dada. Lisa~
Sunday, February 15, 2009
I hate my 'self ' I notice with discust how ever thing my mind brings up agenst other people is only a reflection of what I dont like in myself, this is disturbing , vanity compells me to seek this out to be a lie but the truth is in me and I cannot deny the truth. I asked the Lord for a verse to help encourage another and He gave me Romans ch 2 , He had something to tell me
1 Therefore you are inexcusable, O man, whoever you are who judge, for in whatever you judge another you condemn yourself; for you who judge practice the same things.
2 But we know that the judgment of God is according to truth against those who practice such things.
3 And do you think this, O man, you who judge those practicing such things, and doing the same, that you will escape the judgment of God?
4 Or do you despise the riches of His goodness, forbearance, and longsuffering, not knowing that the goodness of God leads you to repentance?
5 But in accordance with your hardness and your impenitent heart you are treasuring up for yourself wrath in the day of wrath and revelation of the righteous judgment of God,
6 who “will render to each one according to his deeds”:[a]
7 eternal life to those who by patient continuance in doing good seek for glory, honor, and immortality;
8 but to those who are self-seeking and do not obey the truth, but obey unrighteousness—indignation and wrath,
9 tribulation and anguish, on every soul of man who does evil, of the Jew first and also of the Greek;
10 but glory, honor, and peace to everyone who works what is good, to the Jew first and also to the Greek.
11 For there is no partiality with God.
12 For as many as have sinned without law will also perish without law, and as many as have sinned in the law will be judged by the law
13 (for not the hearers of the law are just in the sight of God, but the doers of the law will be justified;
14 for when Gentiles, who do not have the law, by nature do the things in the law, these, although not having the law, are a law to themselves,
15 who show the work of the law written in their hearts, their conscience also bearing witness, and between themselves their thoughts accusing or else excusing them)
16 in the day when God will judge the secrets of men by Jesus Christ, according to my gospel.
This is the only writting worth reading. Written by God Himself, He is the poet and artist and the author and finisher of my faith. Now putting this into work is going to be a journey.
1 Therefore you are inexcusable, O man, whoever you are who judge, for in whatever you judge another you condemn yourself; for you who judge practice the same things.
2 But we know that the judgment of God is according to truth against those who practice such things.
3 And do you think this, O man, you who judge those practicing such things, and doing the same, that you will escape the judgment of God?
4 Or do you despise the riches of His goodness, forbearance, and longsuffering, not knowing that the goodness of God leads you to repentance?
5 But in accordance with your hardness and your impenitent heart you are treasuring up for yourself wrath in the day of wrath and revelation of the righteous judgment of God,
6 who “will render to each one according to his deeds”:[a]
7 eternal life to those who by patient continuance in doing good seek for glory, honor, and immortality;
8 but to those who are self-seeking and do not obey the truth, but obey unrighteousness—indignation and wrath,
9 tribulation and anguish, on every soul of man who does evil, of the Jew first and also of the Greek;
10 but glory, honor, and peace to everyone who works what is good, to the Jew first and also to the Greek.
11 For there is no partiality with God.
12 For as many as have sinned without law will also perish without law, and as many as have sinned in the law will be judged by the law
13 (for not the hearers of the law are just in the sight of God, but the doers of the law will be justified;
14 for when Gentiles, who do not have the law, by nature do the things in the law, these, although not having the law, are a law to themselves,
15 who show the work of the law written in their hearts, their conscience also bearing witness, and between themselves their thoughts accusing or else excusing them)
16 in the day when God will judge the secrets of men by Jesus Christ, according to my gospel.
This is the only writting worth reading. Written by God Himself, He is the poet and artist and the author and finisher of my faith. Now putting this into work is going to be a journey.
January
It would serve/feed my flesh well to argue/fight with you now, what should I do ? Im in Love with you. This fight is bigger than what is before us, all this bickering and petty selfishness is just a symptom of the sickness that eats with in us, the real fight is within , the battle between two dogs I once heard in a song, the fight between fleah and spirit, this is where the true battle is. Im not fighting with you I will not anymore, this war will be won and The One will keep score, I choose what side I will be on I will not give in to impulse of anger and direct my sword at flesh but will draw upon myself the sword to cut my flesh. This stance of mine does not belittle my oun accountability and wipe my slate clean in your eyes but I will not give up. I will not take the sword from my neck.
1/13/09
Vain ambition and selfish coilition, our weaknesses sensce eachother. Comfort is taken from unity of their darknesses they rival in the moment , their stregnth willl gain with impulse. “How do you know you are alive” I ask myself, the pain of death in my flesh is what keeps my eyes open to the light, the only thing to hold on to , my sword.
1/14/09
You told me , My Lord that in weakness I will be made strong. Make me blind deff and dumb a quadrapaliegic. Make me to be zero and you the only thing my eyes can see. You have given me so much Joy , my King, I want to smile when you smile and laughf when you laughf and cry with the depths of your sorrow as you do for your lost, I want to pray effectivly with righteousness a fervent prayer that avails much and I want to see you smile at me with eyes that say “well done good and faithfull servent” I want to serve with a happy heart, I want to Love with the fullness that you spoke about in your time here on earth. I want all vain ambitions to go away from me and all pride that trips my feet, I want the armor to be on me at all times and your peace that passes all understanding to always be a light in my life, You Lord all I want is all You are , Your Word, You. You told me “ there willl be a day when I will want no more” I believe You and all your promises though I dont know all of them yet, ..... this I cry......Teach me your precepts, teach me all your ways
1/13/09
Vain ambition and selfish coilition, our weaknesses sensce eachother. Comfort is taken from unity of their darknesses they rival in the moment , their stregnth willl gain with impulse. “How do you know you are alive” I ask myself, the pain of death in my flesh is what keeps my eyes open to the light, the only thing to hold on to , my sword.
1/14/09
You told me , My Lord that in weakness I will be made strong. Make me blind deff and dumb a quadrapaliegic. Make me to be zero and you the only thing my eyes can see. You have given me so much Joy , my King, I want to smile when you smile and laughf when you laughf and cry with the depths of your sorrow as you do for your lost, I want to pray effectivly with righteousness a fervent prayer that avails much and I want to see you smile at me with eyes that say “well done good and faithfull servent” I want to serve with a happy heart, I want to Love with the fullness that you spoke about in your time here on earth. I want all vain ambitions to go away from me and all pride that trips my feet, I want the armor to be on me at all times and your peace that passes all understanding to always be a light in my life, You Lord all I want is all You are , Your Word, You. You told me “ there willl be a day when I will want no more” I believe You and all your promises though I dont know all of them yet, ..... this I cry......Teach me your precepts, teach me all your ways
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